Not Ready

Why cant you see it all for a moment through my eyes?
I don’t want to be without you, these are not some bullshit lies
In my future what I see, is only a picture of you and me
A house, two kids and perhaps a picket fence, all as happy as can be
I know that you're this person, who I am meant to share this lifetime with
But maybe I need attention that you don’t know how to give?
I want to see you be a Daddy, be the father of our very own
Witness what our love created and watch how much they've grown
I want to live in far away towns with you and travel through them all
Remaining strong together, be not afraid to; let you catch me when I fall
Because indeed I will once more, as you know I have done times before
And with your strength to guide me through, it's only you who I will want even more
For what life has in store for us is a path I think we both should trust
Brave the fights, climbs over the walls
Win the battles and save us all
So we will remember the purity of our fairy-tale start
Knowing in our hearts that we could never be apart
There is a reason for us, of this I am absolutely sure
You're my silver lining and it is you who I adore
Without you in my life not a lot of things make any sense
All I know is I am not ready to talk of us in the past tense