Monday, December 12, 2011

Your garbage will be another mans gold

You might never fully understand what you just lost. 
But you should try. Because it was a lot
And in the end it will be you who loses
For failing to take chances
On things that could be beautiful
And nothing will flourish in life
Without a little work
Or fall into your lap
If you don't take time to float first 
Through waters of unknown
And oceans of time
My seas are soft and safer 
Than any other kind
And if you were honest
You would know better by now
Because I opened my gates
And let you in somehow
And you stayed here awhile
To test out my tides
But got cold feet 
So swam back outside
And suddenly you were gone 
Simple as that
As quickly as you came
You were taken back
Made your choice
You took a risk and left me behind
And the outcome of that 
Might need some time in your mind
Before it takes a form of reality 
And finds a place in your life
But a moment will come
Of that I am sure
When you regret paddling away 
And not closer towards
The scariest and safest moments of all
To a heart that is warm
And a place to always fall
And you might be someone in this world
But I am someone too
I'm the one you let go
The girl you stepped right through
And this is it
What you have to live with now
Knowing you threw 
Such a unique bond out
What you had in us
You might never find again
And if you're okay with that
You weren't worthy of me to begin

2 comments:

  1. Written with passionate insight and great wisdom my darling. I really do marvel at your abilities to express in words the emotions you are experiencing with such grace and aptness. I love you with all my heart and know that you will be honoured, cherished and loved for the amazing and awe inspiring being you are and always will be. Mumma. xoxoxoxo

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  2. u should get all ur poetry published somehow
    i would totally buy a copy

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