Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Willing it into repair...

Why do you think it all panned out the way it did?

It seems strange sometimes... and even more odd that either of us still remember....

It makes a person wonder what it all means... and how we're supposed to know something is right... with enough time left, not to screw it all up.

When you screw it up once... is there ever any turning back? Can you repair something that was once damaged so entirely?

Who really knows anymore? All I seem to know is that everytime I think I've got it all sorted out... everytime I think perhaps I'm finally headed down the right track... I stumble, fall and realise maybe I'm not where I am meant to be.

I graze my knees and wonder if all this walking is getting me anywhere at all... anywhere other than laying in the dirt again with grazed knees and eyes full of tears.

Ever wonder if anything really changes at all?

Or am I just being dramatic?

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