Deepest of all...

I'm going to write a book...

It may be called... "My Great Loves" or perhaps "The Workings Of My Heart" orrrr... "A Heart Born To Love" okay they're getting cornier, and sounding like a stupid romance novel. Although I suppose that is exactly what they would be... to an extent. Why don't I just snatch "My Heart Will Go On" and be done with it?

"Great Loves - By The Girl" ... mmm yeah, I can't think so much right now.

Anyway, I'm going to write a book... about those who inspired love to appear in me. Those who I loved or who loved me. The experiences I've had and the ways love has changed my life, or in some cases, kept me exactly the same.

I want to write about love because it's the most real emotion that exists in me. It's raw and real and is completely free of logic. Love flies, it soars high above us and is entirely unexplainable. All I've ever wanted was to glide along with it, right by its side, holding tightly the hand of one wanting to fly with me.

Some people may have been put here to dance, to finance, to talk, to listen, to lead, to follow, to change or remain the same, but I believe I was put here to love. To love in the purist way possible.

The people in my life helped me to get where I am today. Those I loved had enormous impacts on me and without them, I would be lost. They deserve the recognition. They deserve to know they were loved. It's my turn to speak now.

I'm sure no one will want to publish or buy this book which I am suddenly convinced I must write, but I am determined to understand myself and all I've been through. I want so much for all to know, I have always loved the deepest of all. x